Stay strong

I've been deactivated my Facebook,
I've done a bigger mistake in my life,
I annoyed people with my mistake,
I know no one is perfect but,
This is the first time I felt so wrong.

I've no idea how people think about me,
Pardon me to run through the mistake,
Maybe someone trying to scold me,
But I'm trying to awake myself...too.

I used the mistake to be perfect,
So that I promised myself,
Before I change myself,
I will never ever activate my account again.

I use my action to retrieve the fault,
I use anything to change people think about me,
I'm willing to be more perfect,
No matter how difficult I will tried!

Maybe I'm stubborn in my way?
What I've done just wanted to let go the mistake,
I'll be fine and stay strong,
Because I am Ng Yuen Sheng! =)

回忆

我们,天生都具备了某种天资,
有些人找到了他自己的天资,
有些人还在迷迷茫茫地找着,
感谢上天给了我个特别的天资.

虽然可以说是很与众不同,
也许那也不是什么天资,
但是我相信只要好好利用,
一切都不会一样.

记得曾经的神话传说吗?
曾经的我们有天使,天马,
但是长大后才知道原来我们,
曾经都住在自己的童话世界.

长大后我们才学会怀念以前的自己,
才回忆那曾经天真无邪的日子,
但是我们始终回不到过去了,
后来才后悔为何我那么不珍惜自己的岁月.

Letter for God :)

Dear God,
I've been a long time never talk to you.
God,I've some questions to ask,
God,give me a hint and lend me your hand,
God,You are the one who understand me.

God,you gave me a present,
It was amazing but then I get lost. :(
I don't know does it really mean to me?
I don't whether I am the one who worth it.

God,I asked something from you before,
You gave me the things and I paid the price,
I like and love it but God,
I don't know how to get used. :(

God,I know something going worse,
I became fastidious,hot-temper and selfish.
But when I wrong I felt guilty,
Can you pardon me the fault of mine?

God,I'm trying to be good,
But realistic brought me down,
Sometimes I have to face the truth,
Not everything you put on effort can be success.

God,I lost the purpose for life.
What's the purpose for life?
Finish the duty and learn to be tough?
I believe I have an angel besides me and protect me.

Hot guy!!!

Normal person like hot guy and hot girl!
For sure I like that too!
Isn't it hard to get abs?
Have a strong feeling goona work out!!!

Heck ya!Six abs can kill for second!
Idiot!I never realized abs is important for a man!
A boy like me should under transformation!
Need to be man,not a boy anymore!

I believe girls like abs and boy likes too!
Cool!Abs is so magical!
Yuen Sheng,you need an abs too! :)
Should start working out now right?

Get the beat and hit it now!
Growth up plan works now!
I want to be a hot guy who girl and boy attract from me!

闲言闲语

有谁真的懂这部落格真正的意义呢?
部落格本来只是个让我发泄心情的地方,
但是天意才让我发现,
原来他不是出气筒,而是最了解我的地方!

其实我真的不懂我生存的意义是什么?
我也不懂自己逞强为了些什么?
也许是因为自己需要长大了,
我不能在奢忘别人对我的爱!

如果我哪天真的哭了,
请不要安慰我,
我不想因为别人同情而对我好,
我宁愿那人很我!
因为我说过我是吴悦胜!

我从来都不相信爱情,
就算那人有多么地爱你,
那人始终不会完完全全地爱上你的全部,
最爱自己的,始终还是自己!

我不奢望别人赞成我的看法,
因为我不信真有人可以了解我!
我要活得好好的...更好的!
我要告诉那些曾经亏我的人感到后悔!

我承认我嫉妒心很强,
也因如此我才已经努力地改进,
我要告诉大家,
我是最特别最强的!

回忆

曾经的我以为,
国名服务将会成为我,
人生中最难堪的回忆,
但是最后我真的错了!

我很怀念那时候,
失败时有人在左右,
拥有共同的话题,
一起被罚,一起努力,一起鼓励...

那个时候的自己虽然很奔溃,
但是却是我最积极的三个月,
我学会坚强,努力完成事情,
我学会放下一切,让自己变得更成熟.

我答应自己不再让别人担心,
有事情的时候虽然很懊恼,
但是愚蠢的我相信时间过了,
一切也会随风而飘,因为我相信,
快乐是给需要的人! =)

第一次自己动手洗碗,
第一次需要一个人喊口号,
第一次努力地往前跑,
第一次...离开家里三个月

许多的第一次让我长大了,
我变得更加的懂事，
我不在像以前那样爱触景伤感，
我不在像以前那样地...软弱。

还记得我害怕看见血液,
结果我偷走了自己的捐血表格,
还记得和朋友们走short cut,
被老师看到后我们还偷偷地跑进了厕所.

春风似旧花仍笑，人生岂得长年少？
时间真的过得好快啊!
过去已经过去了,
在怎么回忆也是过去了.

人生就是太多的回忆,
我们都无法牢牢抓紧回忆,
只能眼睁睁地看着回忆,
一天..一天..慢慢地消失.

生活!(久违的华文)

生活的目的是什么?
为了完成所有的任务?
一生中最不后悔的事情是什么?
拥有一个属于自己的家庭?

最近很疯狂地追看<犀利人妻>，
许多不懂的东西还真的开窍了呢!
原来爱情在人生中扮演那么重要的角色啊!
我还以为爱情只是人生中的一点乐趣!

曾经有人对我说我的思想很特别,
到底是哪里特别了呢?原来是我的爱情观!
何为人们说我的爱情观特别呢?
因为我把爱情想得太过天真了!

爱情没有谁对谁错，
错在与有时候自己爱上不该爱的人,
就如爱上了有夫之妇?
我懂这是不被允许的,但是你真的爱了能如何呢?

爱情也有很多种,一种叫着放手的爱,
你爱她的全部,只要她开心,
就算她爱的人不是你,你还是很快乐,
是否太笨了呢?当然不是!
爱情就是不可理喻的!

许多人认为我曾经恋爱过,
但是其实我真的未曾恋爱过,
我选择暗恋,
我宁愿那人不知道也不要因为这样我们的友情破裂!
暗恋很辛苦!但是,恋爱本来就很辛苦!

怎么说呢?也许我还是个长不大的小孩吧?
就算别人教我如何谈恋爱,叫我尝试,
但一切都只是纸上谈兵,
因为我还是过不了自己那关,
因为我也不想当第三者!