Lost

I'm not a sucker,
I just...lost

I told myself,
I have tried to pretend nothing,
But isn't still okay to me?

I always the only one unnecessary,
I tried to deny,
But I saw it obviously,
Well,contradiction occurred.

Everybody have their friends,
And I do,
But I'm not really the necessary,
I make so much troubles!

I asked myself:"Don't you happy?"
I don't really answer yes nor no.
Maybe that's life.

Why "you" are coming back?
"You" just make me feel bad,
"You" destroying my mood,
I shall keep "you" down but I don't.

Seriously,I don't really know,
What am I worrying about?
What's the one that I go through?

Dear,I lost.

Brand new of myself!(Part 1)

It's so excited for me to write my blog again!
It's a new feeling to face my life!
It's a new beginning for me to love everyone!
Sucker has gone!Brand new is coming!


Well,I have no much to say,
What I wanted to say that's all inside the song!
That's no way for anyone to screw up my world,
Cause I don't really care about!

Smile is a magic!
That's a weapon to mess up your enemy mood!
That's an item that make your friends in happiness!
And darn something that trying to destroy your good feeling!

(*I'm not only smile,I'm crazy with my life!)

Who says I am not perfect enough?
Who cares what you think about me?
I'm just "beautiful" myself,
I proud of myself!


I won't going to imitate,
Although I'm trying to improve myself,
No one can replaced me!
Cause Baby I am firework!


Well,stop here first!Will be continue!