无题

压力，无形的杀手，
侵袭别人的快乐，
抹杀别人的笑容，
缩小对爱的范围.

秋天盼望着冬天的到来，
最后却赫然地发现，
最想要的与追求许久的，
其实不是自己想要的.

贫苦人民用一滴血，
换取一份劳力，
千金小姐却用一滴泪，
换取价值连城的物品.

有谁不曾伤过？
有谁没有高潮起伏？
有谁曾经没有梦想？
但是有谁最后是最快乐的呢？

每人手中握着赌注，
命运总是在咱左右，
但是又有几个是被眷顾的呢？
不一定赌越大赚越多.

逃避一切能解决问题吗？
有时候不知道的事，
其实最理智地解决一切，
也许就是放手一搏.

I'm tired for pretending

When i was born,
I tried to stand up by myself,
Hold something tightly by myself,
And smile without evil.

I growth up every second,
I'm learning something news every times,
Including the emotional lesson,
It's necessary for me.

Never know our tomorrow,
Never expect our tomorrow,
Tomorrow is just an unknown,
We need to solve it wisely.

I still a human,
I have evil and also angel minded,
I dislike to envy,
But i can't control myself to miss someone.

Tears drop from our eyes,
And it can't solve everything,
Only the sweat you produced,
Is the way to prove yourself!

I felt tired,
Cause i want to stop myself from pretending,
But i just can't!
I felt depress when all genius beside me.

Maybe i make a wrong choice,
I'm going to an Elite class,
The problem is i ain't like them,
Have high knowledge and something else.

I am worse in English,
But i pretend myself have a basic of English,
I am worse in communicate,
But i pretend myself look like a stunner.

I'm tired for everything,
I just want to be myself!
I want to talk with Chinese,
I just want to joy with my friends!

A letter for God

When i talk to you,
I felt so strange and not like you,
Do you still the angel i meet?
God,you change my life again?

The individualistic is me or others?
Am i make wrong choice to do anything?
We still can look like before?
God,do you hear my voices?

God,you are the moon,
That's giving me a light during night,
Give me a hint when i need you,
And God do you still remember me?

I'm just half alive,
I need a survivor to take me from here,
I need someone take me from hell,
Save me from the abduction of evil.

My imagination is just an imagination,
I can't expect everything will be okay,
I'm just demanding i can solve this problem,
God,will you lend me your hand?

Isn't it a symptom of depression?
Once upon i became a slob,
I can't deny sometimes i'm too excited,
Is this a consequence to me?

Teacher,i'm so sorry,
Cause i never take your advice,
Friend,i'm so sorry,
Forgive the selfishness i have.

Winter storm have come,
It's darken my sun.
I lose my breath,
Searching for that open door.

I have nothing to do,
To relief the fault that i done,
To turn back my choice,
To give back my confident.

Isn't it that's not a time to think about it?
I think i should look forward,
No matter what i needed to face,
I have be brave to face it.
May God bless me.