Letter for God

Dear God,I was a little confusing now,
I wish someone could help me go through this,
I totally mess up the beautiful of the friendship,
Due to my overthinking,desire and sensitive humanity!

I don't know what to do,
And I don't know how to solve the problem,
I'm alone with my own arms and strength,
Haiz,can anyone teach me what to do?

Life is cruel huh?
Sometimes you must grow up yourself,
In a very tough and difficult situation,
And there's no one going to help you up.

God,how suffering I am,you know that?
I feel like almost kill myself with all the problem,
And I'm the only one who could help me to overcome this,
So I must calm down and take some music!

Oh damn,I really feel so frustrated with all this things,
And I believe my friends might think I'm very annoying now.
Time goes days end,
I just really don't know what to do now?

Genting,parents,friends and relationship,
And the problem just happening again and again,
God,please look up for me,
Bless me everything will be fine.

Hey hater! :)

I was a little angry and sad tonight,
Just because I saw something happened,
And it exactly happened as what I expected,
Alright,thanks for ruining my mood kid!

I admit that sometimes I was a little ego and selfish,
If you really cannot accept the so called me,
You can just ignore me like man,
Don't like a coward who's wearing your damn fake mask,
Acting like a really kind man and you know what?
You are really disgusting you damn crocodile face!

Screw you,I don't actually like to hate my friend,
Unless you really make something that really blow me up,
You are extraordinary huh?
You can really beat my so called alien higher EQ,congratz!

Guess what?I never truly believe you again,
Since the day you are being so annoying to me,
And still being like an angel in front my friend,ewww~
Don't worry you little kitty,I'll never say it out,
I'll let them figure it themselves.

One day,your personality and attitude will shown up,
Because you are dealing with someone wrong,
Know what?I'm actually good in exposed people,
And I'll make sure you will be the same as the other.

I'm an evil right?
If you said that,what are they?
They are even like a monster,
Which can hide themselves like a kind people,
And actually being so annoying after them.

Well,good luck for you.
And I gonna say:Fuck you!