发泄...

我努力地前进,

我努力地变得不一样,

但是我却被一次次的失败,
很刺痛地打在我的身上。

老实说我真的不喜欢认输,
但是我总是不断地认输,
因为我选择认输也不愿失去,
失去那值得我认输的事情!

没有人懂得,
我曾被残忍的结局,
狠狠地伤了多少次?
但我选择把它藏在心里。

我很恨努力却失败的自己,
他为了努力而变得特别,
也因特别却融不进任何人,
然而没人知道他心里是多么的孤单!

习惯把自己伤口当笑话的我,
其实有没有人懂得?
在我微笑的脸上其实...
我埋藏了多少的刺痛与悲伤?

我很努力地融入别人的世界,
我选择因为环境而改变,
最后我原来才发现,
我在许多人眼中只是个多出的物品。

其实心里是多么地伤心,
想要到无人的岛屿大声地喊出来!
很想要找一天把一切都抛开,
很想要一个人静一静!

最近其实情绪很不稳定,
但是我却勉强地挤出笑容,
但是我发现有时候我还是控制不住自己的情绪,
所以当我心情不好的时候,
就会假借"想睡觉"的借口来掩饰。

我不懂自己能掩饰多少,
但是我告诉我自己,
只要我还撑得住的一天,
我还会是大家眼中那没烦恼的小孩!

我把自己搞得很幼稚,
不是我真的长不大,
是种选择不想懂太多事情的借口,
是种选择让自己开心的抉择!

(*朋友,如果你看了这篇文章请别到处说我的事情,我也不想公开给大家看,所以我顺其自然,如果你看到的话就装作看不到吧!)

Creepy

Here am I again,the old of me,
I get the choice to choose what I want,
I get the freedom to let in someone,
I look childish apparently!

Thought I was a good friend,
Thought I was a damn happy Mr.Optimistic,
Thought I can done everything I want,
But all those are only my highly self-esteem!

Sometimes I thought I was helping a friend,
But I'm actually the one disturbing their life,
Sometimes I thought I was being a fun for them,
But I'm actually the one being so annoying to them.

I'm being indifferent for every newfeeds,
But it doesn't mean I'm trying to protest anything,
I'm just trying to do something mean to me,
Not for anyone,should letting troubles go!

Dear my friends,
I'm actually care how you actually think about me,
Because you're just a part of my life,
I do not need to tell you this,
But I want to bury my aspirations here.

I don't mean to change anyone,
I'm just want to be awesome like others,
I always wanna to be an amazing person,
Cause I know one day...it would be real.

I'm proving it for myself,
I'm clearly to know that,
Miracle is something you should discover yourself,
It doesn't happening without any reason.

Dear friends,something I never tell them,
I'm just afraid who will be the traitor again,
So I keeping it deep inside my heart,
I'm going to crazy if the secret really find out.

I believe we have an angel and evil inside the heart,
When your angel are tiring to everything,
The evil will coming out and take away angel's job,
And it keeps you away from the smile.

Last,I've no idea what I wanted to deliver in this post,
Anyway,see it as a pleasure if you like it,
And then,I would be very happy to see any feedback,
You are the one who builds me again!

Songs,know it all!

I'm not Adele,
I won't find someone like you,
And use it to hurt myself again,
And "set fire to the rain"!

I will be Jessie J,
Watching out "Who's laughing now",
And don't be shamed to be special,
And "Who you are"?

"What doesn't kill you" make you stronger,
You will be taught by Kelly Clarkson,
But "My life wouldn't be suck without you",
And I will be "Mr.Know It All" one day!

For sure I'm a teenager,
I know "What makes you beautiful",
"One thing" that I never told you,
But please,it's too late to "Apologize"!

Yeah!We've "Teenage dream",
"Last Friday night" we all are crazy,
But don't you know that it's "just a dream"?
And please don't take away from me,it's "Part of me"!

Now you're just "somebody that I used to know",
Cause I know it's "terrifying"!
So I don't have to say you are "The one that got away"!
Cause "We are young" right?

You are like "Skyscraper",
You are so high yet so beautiful!
So I must "Get it right"!
So that we will be "Safe and sound"!

You think "I will always love you"?
No way!"My heart will go on"!
Because I know I'm already "Come home"!
I'm "Glad you came" but not now!

Happiness?Love?

What is happiness?
It always be there,don't you feel it?
Some small matters can let you feel happy,
It is a kind of happiness.

Happiness came from love,
When you are giving out love,
I sure you can receive back your love,
With two times,three even four times!

Love is just a simple matter,
You make a donation,
Feel happy when chit chat with your friends,
Thinking all those happy stuff in your mind,
You are giving the love all around you.

What is the measure of love?
Measure of love is love without measure,
So don't think how much you gave,
Cause you will receive all you have given,
This is reflection,so give love now!

孤独,是自己美丽的诗句

一场忽然到来的大雨,
淋湿了心里压抑已久的寂寞,
唤醒了曾经觉得错的想法,
反而否认了那曾经你坚持对的事情!

有些事情我们习以为惯,
忽略那事情的重要性,
反而不重要的我们却斤斤计较挑麻烦,
我们都把视线放得太过宽,
反而太靠近的事情我们都已经麻木看不见了！

孤独,是首非常悲哀又美丽的诗,
别人都不了解这诗句是多么的特别,
但是你自己却很了解它的美,
总结,孤独是自己美丽的诗句!

有时候老掉牙的爱情故事,
却能深深地被那爱情感动,
有可能是因为那是你似曾相识的爱情,
被伤害的心就算痊愈了,
但那刀疤(回忆)却让你残忍地让你记得!

最后送上一首歌,希望大家都能幸福! :)

感触

回忆,就像一本相册,
里面装满了许多的回忆,
包含着酸甜苦辣,
还有许多难忘的经历!

人生,是本非常厚的故事书,
里面有许多莫名其妙的故事,
许多阴差阳错的爱情,
还有许多友情的证明!

时间,是个超现实的老师,
拿着藤条促使着我们成长,
教着我们如何变得更成熟,
不停地修着许多新的科目.

爱情,是门人生必修课,
教着我们如何去幸福,
学着爱情难懂的方程式,
研究着如何维持直到永远.

梦想,是种调味品,
给苦涩的咖啡(人生）加了糖,
是未来的导火线,
消除乏味生活的解药.

生活,是本还没开始的曲谱,
每个人是自己的谱曲者,
你创造自己属于自己的音乐,
你写着属于自己的人生.

经验,是本万能的百科全书,
是我们迷惑时的必需品,
是个成熟的源泉,
是个让人变得完美的物品.

年轻,是每个人都会有的奢侈品,
是准备上战场的训练场,
是享受时光的资本,
你,曾经拥有?还是你拥有着?