what i suppose to do?wasting my time...

i'm in the bad mood now,
caused of someone,
who was so realism and asocial...

got some idiot people tell me,
i'm form 5 already,
why i always want go for finding the sponsor?
i tell him then i also don't want go out anymore,
but the president of this activity,
see me by using their coldly eye...

i think it for a long time,
why "x" can don't want go out,
then why i must go out?
that's not fair to me....

the reason is
i'm like an idiot and stupid?
i got the responsibility?
i must take it as my duty?
or do you think i'm your dog?
but i don't think so....

i'm very angry somebody,
he evade his duty by using "lazy" this word,
i'm really hate someone like this,
although he is my best friend...

what the fxxx,
if like that,
why i'm so worried about the thing?
i also can choosing don't want think this,
and to concentrate at my school work...

i'm also no enough energy to do it,
because you all think,
got me all will be fine?
that's what are you thinking...

but you all also don't know,
my ability got a limit one,
so i can't cover it at all...

someone please don't want like that,
i hope we all can work together,
to settle the question we face now...
don't let me like a stupid by doing something,
something useless in you all though...