Deal with yourself

Have been experienced lot of things,
Things that wouldn't know by anyone,
Sometimes I just wish life will be going smooth,
But sometimes I'm just too innocent to think.

Are you single now?
Know what?I always on this situation.
Seriously I did longing to some kind of love,
It doesn't need to be romantic and beautiful but simple.

Are you okay?
I've been suffocated in this question!
It's not for me but for you,
But I know it wouldn't be like before.

People who're trying to forget always be the one,
The one who never forget easily,
We can take it as a dream,
Why people just did it at difficult way?

Trying to be busy to remind me that I'm still alive,
Trying to be socialist to remind me that I'm always be fine,
Pretending that we are stranger,
Like you never come into my life.

I've been said that "I'm letting go" for many times,
But how difficulty to let something go?
But now I'm wide awake,
I clearly know that what should I do now!

God knows that what I'm paying for,
I don't really need to tell people what am I doing,
Because I know I have the right,
The right to stand out from falling down AGAIN.