Crap!

Don't say you understand me!
I don't really understand myself!
Nothing I have think about!
Maybe I just starving!

I am under the punishment,
I ain't supposed to seek for a relationship,
But I am starving for love!
What should I do?

What the hell am I thinking now?
Damn it!My soul feel lonely!
Feel sick and lifeless,
Should I begin a relationship?

Seriously,
Nobody will believe that I'm single,
They thought I'm a player,
For sure I'm not!

Lost

I'm not a sucker,
I just...lost

I told myself,
I have tried to pretend nothing,
But isn't still okay to me?

I always the only one unnecessary,
I tried to deny,
But I saw it obviously,
Well,contradiction occurred.

Everybody have their friends,
And I do,
But I'm not really the necessary,
I make so much troubles!

I asked myself:"Don't you happy?"
I don't really answer yes nor no.
Maybe that's life.

Why "you" are coming back?
"You" just make me feel bad,
"You" destroying my mood,
I shall keep "you" down but I don't.

Seriously,I don't really know,
What am I worrying about?
What's the one that I go through?

Dear,I lost.

Brand new of myself!(Part 1)

It's so excited for me to write my blog again!
It's a new feeling to face my life!
It's a new beginning for me to love everyone!
Sucker has gone!Brand new is coming!


Well,I have no much to say,
What I wanted to say that's all inside the song!
That's no way for anyone to screw up my world,
Cause I don't really care about!

Smile is a magic!
That's a weapon to mess up your enemy mood!
That's an item that make your friends in happiness!
And darn something that trying to destroy your good feeling!

(*I'm not only smile,I'm crazy with my life!)

Who says I am not perfect enough?
Who cares what you think about me?
I'm just "beautiful" myself,
I proud of myself!


I won't going to imitate,
Although I'm trying to improve myself,
No one can replaced me!
Cause Baby I am firework!


Well,stop here first!Will be continue!

Life can be easier as we think

Rational is a way to solve something,
Confidential is a way to improve yourself,
Independent is a way to be strong,
Is there anyway to be more clever?

Where's my sound of heart?
Where's my kingdom?
Where's my world?
Where's the life I go through?

I will be louder one day,
I will be freedom one day,
Run out the rain,
Hear the sound of rhythm.

You decide your show,
You write your note,
You rock your life,
You sketch for you life.

Optimism is a key of happiness,
Satisfication is a key of happiness,
Feel the taste of success,
The victory will make you happy everyday.

I'm just no need a shoulder,
I just want to be a soldier,
I'm the edge of glory,
Ain't so far away from me.

Dance till the world end,
Sing till we die,
We can do whatever we wanted to,
Freedom is a space for me to joy.

:)

Where's the true love?
Where's the happiness?
I found it on animation,
The only pure.

Without any emotional,
Just only holding the hand,
The feeling cannot describe,
That's called love.

When you're down,
You feel her/him,
When you're happy,
You feel her/him.

The first person,
Always be you,
It's just like your heart,
Like a chain and soul.

You live out for her/him,
She/he is the only reason,
Only the reason to light up your life,
Only the reason to live.

Have you been felt your love?
I have it,
Only on my sweet dream,
And it happened frequently.

Imagination

Beautiful song comfort me,
Love make stronger,
Together face the fate,
Nothing will gonna separate us. :)

You will be prettier than before,
After tear were your smile,
Whenever,wherever,
Nothing gonna change the love we have.

It's true that realistic world,
It's difficult to find a love,
But it easier to find the love,
If you like to imagine.

When you're not here,
I comfort myself you're here,
When I'm down,
I tell myself I can't.

Destiny is a killer,
Changing the life we have,
No matter how tough at future,
At least I still have your hand. :)

Story

Life just like a story,
It may beginning and ending,
And in our life,
Maybe you've met someone you like,
Don't you?

Well!Would you believe one sight love?
Ya,I met someone like this before,
But at last I've no braver to chase her,
But I ain't regret before,
Cause it may be my good memories.

When i reached 30 years old,
Will you still remember me?
The people that I've been closer with you,
The people that I've been laugh on you.

When I was young,
I liked to imagine when I'm old,
But when I'm getting older now,
I revise the memories that's over.

An embrace doesn't mean anything,
But sometimes an embrace was important for someone,
You will never know you cheer me up before,
And now the days we're together have gone.

I'm so happy and you never know that,
At least I still have the memories,
At least I have your smile,
At least i still recognize your voice.

Tears,it never drop,
Agony,it's over,
Smile,it's still here,
And your hand is still warm. :)

Your love on verge of me,
But i couldn't take it,
Cause i know I've no enough strong to love you,
And I've no qualification to get you.

I saw you once inside my dream,
You are always smile on me,
You've never moody and always optimistic,
That's what you've,
And the way i love.

Storm is over from me and you,
We're not here anymore,
But i promise myself,
I won't even forget you.

Your smiles were powerful,
It's a medicine for me when I'm ill,
It's a star when the sky was dark,
And you're still beside me,
Although I'm clearly know that,
You're no longer here now. :(