insane

i love you because you always beside me,
when i'm sad,you encourage me,
when i'm happy,you will take my happy,
when i felt alone,you will beside me.

you are the only one that never betray me,
you are the only one that always beside me,
you are the only one that always support me,
and you are the only one that never fail to love me.

i won't giving up to find you,
you just like a mystery girl,
cause i never know who are you,
you are the one that comfort me inside the dream.

i know you just an imagination,
how come i'm just can't forget you,
my effort make me to chase you,
but how do i chasing you?
because you just an imagination.

dream girl?mystery girl?
sometime i can't differentiate it,
cause you make me confuse,
you make me feel happy.

don't know why?
i fall in love with my dream,
isn't it a symptoms that i'm going crazy soon?
but i don't mind,
cause it doesn't matter.

perhaps me can live without you,
how do i live with you?
that's only a question mark on my heart,
cause i can't go with you,
and i never abandon you.

that's what i'm loving you

Jesus!you are trying to ruin my world,
you're damn beautiful,
you are losing my mind,
my effort is your effort.

i'm starving to get you,
i'm starving that you talk with me,
i'm expecting that you will love me,
i'm expecting that you will be with me.

your word is a power for me,
your sound is my soul,
your smile is my happiness,
and you are my everything.

such a beautiful girl was attracting me,
your beauty can't compare with each other,
i hope can staring on you every second,
i hope can beside you every day.

you might be my dream girl,
an awesome and beautiful girl,
i'm freaking crazy to love you,
i want to love you,
no matter what risking that i need to take.

but that's all only my imagination,
and it's only happened on my dream,
i'm just want a true love like this,
when were you(dream girl)coming here?

what's a weird dream?

i dream HER again and again,
i don't know who is she,
i never meet her before,
but i feel better when saw her.

she gives me some feeling,
the feeling was so cordial,
an awesome feeling when i saw her,
i'm curious that who is she.

a girl inside my dream stole my heart,
i am her boy friend inside the dream,
but it's just a dream,
when i wake up,
i'm only realize that's only a dream.

that's not the 1st time on my dream,
it's happened repeatedly,
and the dream was amazing real,
and she came to my dream yesterday.

i argued with my brother because of her,
(seriously,i don't have brother,)
the story start when we are friends,
i know her from internet,
and i don't know that she is my brother gf.

one day,my brother found i love her,
and my brother argue with me cause of her,
when i argue with him,
i'm just thinking about her.

lastly,i wake up. :)
what's a such weird dream?
hope can meet her at my dream again,
cause she's making me comfortable.

我就是我

有些人为了爱而痛，
有些人为了亲而痛，
有些人为了学而痛，
因为我们都有感觉。

中六生活终于开始，
我超期待开课的到来，
因为我会努力读书，
忘掉一切所有的痛。

读书算苦但不苦，
读书说累但不累，
读书有时候也是，
一种莫名的乐趣。

不爱看书的我，
何时与书有了一面之缘，
不懂，不晓也不知，
就因为机会让我选择了它。

处于花样年纪的我，
身边都是情侣好友，
但是为了我的前途，
必须将其视而不见。

我就是个疯狂的人，
总是作出些别人不相信的事，
总是挑战自我的极限，
总是做些无理取闹的事情。

因为自信与鼓励，
成为我任何事情的挡箭牌，
让我努力的往前冲，
我就是那种一股傻劲的人。

别人都害怕受伤与痛，
但是受过无数年煎熬的我，
已经成为一件习惯的事情，
也因如此冲劲也变得十足。

总是傻笑的自己，
现在感觉笑是种幸福，
可以让我遗忘一切，
就算是最痛的事情。

变

从今天开始，
我要改掉我以前的风格，
走出自己的阴霾，
展开新的一段挑战。

培养前所未有的自信，
丢掉那内向的性格，
抛弃那念旧的思想，
改掉那不严肃的性格。

最大的绊脚石就是回忆，
没事就回忆以前有多好，
没事就回忆以前是怎样，
回忆以前自己是如何取胜。

现在我懂得，
我回忆得越久，
代表我陷得越深，
反而看不见前方的路。

经过岁月刷洗的自己，
很快的就把我拉了出来，
现在的我不会在回忆，
反而觉得回忆是在浪费青春。

从不看书的我开始阅读后，
我发觉自己提升了不少，
而且还学了很多的事情，
感觉自己之前是多么的长不大。

我很谢谢国名服务，
它给了我现在的自信，
我现在做事情不再think negative，
然后我现在也比较乐观了。

我很谢谢写小说的作者们，
他们让我懂得什么才叫人生，
什么才是真正需要得到的，
什么才是真正我需要追求的。

以前的我会为过去的事情后悔，
但是现在的我已经不会了，
我只会向前看，
不管路多么地坎坷，
我也会用我的“自信”征服一切。

矛盾

当你要努力忘记一个人，
你需要付出许多的代价，
最大的代价就是难熬的时间，
而你会因缘分而重遇，
牵绊着的那痛苦会一瞬间回来。

太过有意义的回忆，
就算你如何执著的守住，
它还是会随着那残忍的时间，
慢慢地剥夺所有的一切。

命运就是如此，
越想记住的事情，
你会越快的忘记，
越不愿记住的事情，
反之你会难以忘记。

许多事情非常地矛盾，
你们相信命运吗？
问题是你相信的是:
命运是自己的？
还是命运早已注定？

以我的看法，
命运是自己掌控的，
如果你总是相信命运，
而不愿自己去实践一件事情，
那么与守株待兔有舍分别呢？
猎物是不会自己找上门的。

我不相信命运早已注定，
我只相信缘分早已注定，
我看过一个非常感人的故事，
也让我深深地相信世界真的有前世的存在。

我相信今世我遇到的情人，
会是我前世的情人，
在茫茫网海里因缘分，
与他再续前世的爱情。

如果我今世找不到真爱，
那么我相信我的情人，
在王泉之下，
等我在一次的一起去投胎。

虽然这有些迷信，
但是缘分也是科学所不能解释的。

what is love?

what is love?
it has many answers from different people,
but for me,
love is just like a drug,
you will never return back when taking it.

i never expect that i can find my love,
love is just like a sky for me,
i can't touch it and never touch it,
it just like a mystery,
i'm curious about that but i can't find that.

on my future,
i never plan for weeding and falling in love,
cause i love my single life so much,
my love is freedom and it never change for me.

in drama,in movie and novel,
the hero is falling in love with heroine deeply,
and can't live without her,
i'm really curious what's the feeling that,
we live for others.

love is so special for everyone,
someone can't live without love,
love song also full of sweetness,
i'm really don't know what's the feeling?

love just like a donut,
i never taste it so that,
i never feel what's the taste,
and maybe i will never take it,
my love knowledge only reach kindergarden level.